Forever alone

No man can make me feel like you, the only person that understands me. It all started    in September of 2011, as soon as I walked up to your house to meet your family, you walked out, and my whole life lite up, i knew exactly what i wanted, then and there no matter what. I made my friend take me up to see you again, I had never been so nervous to see a boy. You made my heart skip a beat, your voice soothed my butterflies. It was perfect. We started hanging out, and living life as close to “YOLO” as possible, I would go to school and come back to your house knowing you would be waiting at the door to softly touch my face and give me kiss and ask me how my day was. There wasnt much that i did know at that time, but i couldnt believe i had fallen for someone so forbidden. No matter the time of day i would always have you on my mind. We have have had our times where we both were to far gone to realize how much in love we were. I watched as you held me all night long, wake up and kiss me on the forehead and ask about my sleep, you were smitten by me, and i was you. You became the man i had always wanted.. We started to drift apart, and you found someone else, and told me that i had to back off.. i was crushed I cried myself to sleep for weeks, i had lost something so cherished, and the worst part was i would see you all the time or read your text messsages and brake down. Recently you finally came around and started to talk to me again, so i gave you another shot, i was so happy to finally be able to see you again. But goes to show, after one weekend you were over me again. I have gaven you my best, why does she get the best of you.. I miss you dearly everyday of my life. no one will understand why or how i could do it. But i cant ever tell anyone how much i really do care for you.. This is so far fetched but i cant explain the emptiness in my heart you left. The worst part is, you probably dont even think about me. I will never forget you, and will always be here for you i simply can say.. I love you till the day I die JLS <3